Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Ahh.. bliss... ok, perhaps perfection is far away, but it's good to get well laid.

The only real problem I see with having a casual relationship with an ex — so far — is the ridiculously heightened concern over not falling into the same traps. I mean, jesĂș, how are you even supposed to relax enough to simply enjoy it? Everything you do is so imbued with meaning and history. Can't it just be?

I don't want to worry about how I'm doing things. I don't want to worry about when to leave. I don't want to worry. I just want to enjoy.

I know.. i know... naive.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sorry... naive doesn't quite cut it... naive assumes you didn't have all the information you needed beforehad... but darling... you asked the question and received consonant answers from independent and unrelated sources...

Given all the history and meaning that already exists between you two, your expectations seem somewhat unreasonable. Be aware that my crystal ball tells me you are steering a dangerous course with a high probability of another serious crash...

The sad thing about this is that you already know this; which qualifies you for a rating of: CONCIOUS INCOMPETENCE... I never thought you would go there...

Jenifer said...

Prislander, in times of pain and confusion, we all go there.

Anonymous said...

True Jen... but we don't HAVE to...

Alexis said...
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Alexis said...

I don't know what all this talk over exes is about--once again, I'll ask if you're hiding something from me--but I will tell you one thing: the old habits never die. And because of that, neither do the old fights. 3 months, a year, a decade; doesn't matter. People don't forget what tore them apart and left a gaping wound. Especially if it's sitting across from them at the breakfast table the morning after.

Dulcinea said...

Yeah, but I usually skip breakfast anyhow.